top of my game

I hate it when my sister brings up the topic again. Every single day of my life all about weight&diet. I seemed to get damn annoyed already. This makes me want to eat nothing at all. Especially, my aunt is constantly checking on us. She's actually very critical as if!. I am starting to hate her. I swear and I really want to be determined right on that no matter what. I will be the skinniest.

She should watch out for that.

Every Suffering

I was waiting for my next class when one of my guy friends was trying to annoy me ( as usual) then I saw his ID sling it was from NIKE and it says "There is no finish line".

I felt a sudden rush through my veins and start asking myself. "am I happy doing this every single day of my life?".

Anyway, i'm still into this.

Just allow me to do this.

Obsession

It's been a year now were life seems to revolve around one thing.

It can even make or break my day. Anyway, I am preparing for our Fine Dining, Housewarming, and my China trip. It's all up to me but this is what I have in mind. My days are planned and so is my summer. I hope I can prepare myself to the person that I wanted to be. Then, if I want it i'd determined enough to reach my goals this time. Discipline. -nothing more.

Btw, I love my playlist it makes me more inspired. It suppresses my hunger pangs. haha. alright, this makes sense. lol

I had my plans posted already I realize I didn't make use of my time well, I am so sad that I did not make use of January and the rest of the February well so I am cramming again. I hope I will do well this time.

every suffering.

loads of work

We had no classes for four days. wee!

Now, I really have something to tell, lately my plans were a mess because I don't really do them and I need to punish myself. *evil laugh. I had a lot of tasks for Wednesday then I've been sitting pretty staring at my facebook's pet society earning a lot of coins but how about my real tasks.

I woke up around 10am planning to do today's work but SOMEONE needs to see us to talk about something this noon and i'm planning not to go because I really have to do my assignments and I am really selfish when I am trying to plan I want to have more time for myself even if I am doing nothing.

I had a lot in my mind right now. Immersion work, chem test, pe reaction papaer, scrabook and a whole lot more. That's what I get and I won't procrastinate again!!! no no. damn.

I want to plan but I should also do it. Time is ticking and before the school ends I should be ok. I need to diet also.

today is Day 1 out of 4 (my jumpstart) : detox.

hey. I hate how my clothes fit and people are f*ckng complaining about it na. esp. in our house. I am quite serious bout it. as if?? hahaha. anyway, I am done eating and that's it. This is effective. super! I know a lot of stuffs but I am not doing it lang jud. grrr

a book review: Eleven Minutes

I've recently finished reading Paulo Coelho's eleven minutes.

Previw:

A young girl from a Brazilian Village, Maria's first innocent brished with love leave her heartbroken, convinceing her at the tender age that "love is a terrible that love will make you suffer." When a chance meeting in Rio takes her to Geneva, she dreams of finding fame and fortune. Instead ends up working as a prostitute. Drifting farther and farther away from love, she develops a fascination with sex, But her despairing view of love will be put to the test when she meets a handsome young painter and must choose between pursuing a path of darkness- sexual pleasure for it's own sake-or risk everything to find her own "inner light" and the possibility of a "sacred" sex in the context of love.

Review:

This is my first time to read a book from Paulo Coelho. I was searching through the vast selections of PC book from Powerbooks SM and got a hand on this book then bought it right on.

My friend Hannah who is a PC book reader recommends me the read PC's The Alchemist as a starter but what drawn me to this book is nothing but curiosity I mean I had my sex education way back second year high school and I have a few friends who

Recommendations:

People who are open-minded and knows a thing or two about pleasure and suffering.

She's back for vengeance

Weight Discrimination is rampant here in the Philippines. Usually, everyone criticize a person in the way they look. So before a person opens a mouth be sure to look good and not fat.
Actually, it has become a "thing" here in our house were everyone
watches every inch of fat a person is gaining.

Anyway, all I can say the skinny bitch is back.