breaking rules.

What am I've been doing? I'm just breaking my own rules and this thing is getting me depressed.

Tomorrow is really final. I just wanna cry.

For a better me. :]

After breaking the rules for three days.

I'm over it.

I want some light and healthy lifestyle again. wee :]

I realized that no matter what, we are the ones who is in control of our lives and what we are right now is because of our own free will.

So, I am taking a bigger and better step to my goal.

From now on.

If only I can sign here just to formalize everything. hehe.

-->100.

counting the days

I am hating logic. I just can't undersatnd Categorical Syllogism. grrr.

Logic won't mess my day. Tomorrow my mom's gonna leave Cebu as usual am gonna miss them but am going to see them soon anyway. Around 3 weeks from now.

Although, summer classes will soon end, there are still a lot of things or goals that I need to accomplish. I just can't wait for a very long rest.

I caught someone staring.. I wonder what he is up to.. :D

Another Day

Just another day.. tick tack.

I screwed up in cost accounting, it was the first time though. so I guess it's fine. haha. We also had a test in Logic. It was a hard test : eduction "makakutaw ug utok". Thanks to sir we were given a chance to bring an index card to put all the patterns.

Over-all it was a calm and relaxing day. We don't have a lot to do and I end up going to the gym.

Not to mention the telebabad my sis, pao and I. We can talk for hours. haha

hai. nothing to share. I just wanna type. haha.

anyway, I realized something today:

"If there's determination, your just a step closer to your dreams".

until next time. :D

control over oneself

Define:

self-control (self-con·trol)(sělf'kən-trōl') n.
*Control of one's emotions, desires, or actions by one's own will.

I am aware that we have our own will and I hate myself for breaking some rules. I promised myself not to eat foods which don't contribute anything but to make me fat when my mom is around, thinking that no one is actually forcing me to eat. Still, I screwed up.

I'm so paranoid because even if I know it is not good still I don't know how to say no and just don't eat it. I just hate the feeling of gaining weight and I don't feel good about it.

Simply, overindulge.

Today is a new day and a monday as well. At least in school I don't have the reason to overindulge anymore. wee!

Whatever happens I should put into mind that "no one is forcing me and I can simply say no".

No matter what happens I need to control myself.

until saturday. *sigh.

I'm lovin the results anyway.