Sunday, May 4, 2008

control over oneself

Define:

self-control (self-con·trol)(sělf'kən-trōl') n.
*Control of one's emotions, desires, or actions by one's own will.

I am aware that we have our own will and I hate myself for breaking some rules. I promised myself not to eat foods which don't contribute anything but to make me fat when my mom is around, thinking that no one is actually forcing me to eat. Still, I screwed up.

I'm so paranoid because even if I know it is not good still I don't know how to say no and just don't eat it. I just hate the feeling of gaining weight and I don't feel good about it.

Simply, overindulge.

Today is a new day and a monday as well. At least in school I don't have the reason to overindulge anymore. wee!

Whatever happens I should put into mind that "no one is forcing me and I can simply say no".

No matter what happens I need to control myself.

until saturday. *sigh.

I'm lovin the results anyway.

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