almost over

When everything is doing great, the past haunts back to realize what you have gone through. I am were I should be right now. Hope you too. :)

....summer is so close. close to the Finish Line.

the desire

Life becomes less exciting during the summer time and hates how the pressure overtakes during school time. I can still remember the day where I was thinking of what to do during the summer and how the love-hate relationship I had with planning. Well, goals are goals I may not reach the 'perfect' image I had in mind on time but I am not stopping, not anytime soon that's for sure.

I had many realizations as usual, that whatever pain that is taking place right now is because of us. We are the one's who control of the pain and happiness that we feel. I just want to enjoy my 3rd year that no regrets will haunt my peaceful mind. I know I am capable of being a happy and contented person and that is what I am going to do.

Even if I am already in college I hate how I am still thinking about high school too much. Like the way I should have looked in high school, my mistakes, the things I should have done, the memories that will last, and lastly, the guy I have been missing so much..

While I am taking my time here in Manila I was looking at people thinking who his friends be and even who the girl he might like here. This sounds so insane. I know. But I can't help it.

He said, he's just a text away. So I did the most couragous thing I can do. But I failed.

I want to live right now, using the time that I have. My vision will take place.

For sure, I am not dying any soon.