about to burst.

a few tick tacks away..*

Waking up too early than the usual. - my last day in GSC.

* speechless for a moment.

I have a word to ponder on today and I've got to tell that the reason I woke up is early is that I am trying to negotiate with USC and friends in Cebu on how to help me enroll for the second semester cause I've learned that my friend Roselle is going to ask a friend to enroll for her since she is leaving away from Cebu City.

Just a authorization letter, P 2000 (downpayment) , midterm and final grades, and ID or just you ID number- then your ready to go. how easy could that be?
that is a contrary when I asked the BA Department early on and this what a school representative said when I called USC Main.

When my mom was calling me early October, I had already asked but having someone enroll for you would be a 50-50 chance. So, we have decided to just have at least 10 days in our own provinces and just go back to Cebu for enrollment.

uhmm.. that was the plan back then.

After 10 days in GSC my decision changed cause I just want to extend my stay a little longer because if I go to Cebu on the 25th I still have 10 more days left. Anyway my family is going on the 30th or 31st of this month and probably celebrate my pre-birthday party celebration.

boredom. boredom. boredom. b-o-r-e-d-o-m. did I spell it right? that would probably my life back in Cebu for the next 5 days.

My mom said I will go home since I will have sufficient time on December. ugh! but still....

Anyway, the word I need to ponder on is : sacrifice

I need to motivate myself in the mean time: my weight goal, to excel, to be active in school, and to simply be the best I could be.

The new meaning of sacrfice for me now is to cut down my allowance (I did not save much as expected), eat biscuits only, study hard, no more phone calls, to burn more in the gym and to be happy - it is a choice though.

That is my biggest wish before I turn legal. - I have finally matured and I am going back to Cebu.. the countdown for December starts now.