I believe in change.

2nd week of classes has just begun, nothing new still updating
with what's on a particular subject and also we wore our uniforms.

My goal in mind never happened actually, it gotten even worse than I thought. I learned a lot of things, things which I already know but I am just human so I commit mistakes.

December is just coming, I messed up with sembreak and I just realized that after 2 1/2 months I am not taking care of myself properly and I wasn't thinking about December- the month i've been waiting for.

I am just starting today, I still have 31 days to go. Tomorrow is my birthday anyway and I am not excited because of my mistakes. I don't want to go on like this again I feel so uncomfortable and dull.

Lessons learned:

1.) Make the most out of what you have, everything is really temporary.
2.) Take care of yourself, that's your portrait.
3.) Time is important.

I learned a lot- but not enough to make me stop doing bad stuffs.
I just can't go on like this. I need to make some effort.

I promise I won't screw -just not now. I will be faithful at least up to december 19. I will reach it. I know this is possible.

help me God. I did it before, I can do it better right now.

Change will happen. It's not too late.

December 05 - 20 goal.