breath a little.

Gensan Day # 6

People make mistakes and continually does that what makes us human because even if we commit mistakes it won't matter in the end because we are made to be doomed anyway. So, just breath out and have fun.

Lately, I felt that I have been wasting my time. God gave me a chance to straighten up my mistakes so that I could be a better me. He provided everything I ever needed to do things right and yet execution has become a problem. I am very excited to do this to cleanse myself from all emotional torture I experienced. It's been tough but "pain has a purpose".

I miss him but I had too much of him for the last 3 years of my life. It's time to breath a little and give him up for now. I know if we'll meet again I'll be someone you'll be proud of. I will surely miss the feeling that I had. For my friends who have been so patient listening to me with those High School kwento about you over and over again. Plus, the very tanga question I ask them

"Sa tingin mo may chance". Note: You can puke now. haha!

For now, I don't want to think of him as much because he really stayed in my thoughts and that my every move speaks about you. I realized that I am just like every woman out there waiting for your call.

I had always like you, the way you talk and the way we laugh when we argue. :)

I can't say that you will leave my sanctuary but I will still live for the thought that for once, you can say among every woman who wants you. I am the best.

I can still clearly remember last March 2007 I was waiting for December and we did saw each other.

While 2008 was harsh, we did not meet. But I love the way you would text me and ask me if I am in gensan. I appreciate it a lot.

Last January we met again.

Guess what?

I am looking forward for December already. I promise myself I will do something but it is for my soul to keep. No one knows.

8 months to go! See you soon :) miss you.