scared.

I woke up early today contemplating what should and what used to be. Unfortunately, I can't change time and time changed me before I knew it.

In most instances, I usually go with the flow because I thought if I may not please everyone I might as well not give someone a headche over pride. My principle here is not to hurt anyone verbally, if I can. I still don't consider myself as a nice girl even if majority of the people I knew says so. People who don't know me would see me as someone intimidating than nice.

Enough is enough.

Some of my early realizations was "If you can't control others mouth, you can control yourself or at least don't lose your composure". Yes. That realization is confusing to others yet very clearly laid in my mind.

Never felt this scared. -that was my facebook status.

I am not giving up. I honestly need something like this to slap me in my face. People have unconsciously hurt me verbally and I want to change this. The sad part here is that I already did but I let go. So now I am holding on to this burden almost half a year now.

I just wanna say, "you will regret what you said". :)